Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Oops, I Forgot . . .

Oh, I forgot to elaborate of Bella not being with Jacob and not believing Edward.

For Jacob, I don't think she would have considered being with Jacob. First, it would be totally selfish. And second, anyone that much in love wouldn't just give up like that. She'd keep hoping and praying that he would change his mind. That's kind of how she feels after Alice promises to change her.
Second, Bella so would not have believed Edward, especially not after her talk with Carlisle. Even if she started to believe him, she knew how good a liar he was, and how he was worried about her soul. So she could have just told him flat-out what she would do if he left. Go kill herself. That is essentially what she is doing when she leaps off a cliff. She does not purposefully to die, but because she doesn't CARE if she dies. Which is the same thing. She wouldn't have done all the motorcycles and crap if she just wanted to hear his voice. She did it because she could without fear of dying. Aftter all, what does she have to live for?
And what is everyone's obsession with not hurting Charlie? Don't they know that if she wants to die, then she should die? Surely Charlie would be hurting just as much with a daughter who wanted to die but didn't, simply for his sake? That would make him feel terrible!! Ugh.

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